*before starting randomly checks youtube* . . . Pewdiepie: (video) ”The Walking Dead: Season 2: Episode 5 – Part 1 – THE BEGINNING OF THE END IS HERE!!!” . . . YESSSS! *postpones writing*. . . I love EVERYTHING The Walking Dead by the way. ❤
Okay, I’m back now. That was inteeense. But that’s not what this post is about, I wanna share with you guys some very happy news for myself. . . You might know what’s coming but I FLIPPING PASSED. Oh thank the rainbows and leprechauns on the other side. It wasn’t AT ALL bad as I thought it was going to be. But still, you have that conscious somewhere, that it just MIGHT be bad.
I woke up at 5 flipping in the morning, because of my mom’s boyfriend. We needed to head off for the car that early. On the way I know I had to eat something, because I was feeling sick as soon as I opened my eyes. Stess-sick, not sick sick. I did, the yogurt served me well. It was reallly refreshing.
My exam was starting at 9 and I was at my school by eight. Wasn’t planned, but mom’s boyfriend underestimated his own car and the distance in between. I waited a good 25 minutes before David came. From then on, it was smooth and fun, until 9:05. Heh…
But, it’s all good! It was quick, I knew everything she gave me. I was in there for about five minutes, she saw I knew, told me to get out and wait until everyone finished. My head teacher came out, ”You all passed”. W/o!
Honestly, I did feel happy but I am so drained from the stress that right now, I feel nothing. Why am I so complicated. Can’t I just enjoy success.
But really, this exam was stressing me pretty much all summer, because just knowing that failing leads to failing my goddamn year. Come on? It’s stressful.
Now, I’m just kind off. I’m good, no studying, I can just re-wind and not give a cupcake for the next week.
Can I share a secret with you guys? I’m kinda excited though. You know the beginning of the school year, new pencils, new notebooks, new books, new everything. That positive thinking, gonna start studying from the beginning! Won’t let my mistakes repeat. I TRULY WON’T, but I can’t wait to get around buying all the thingies. Feels good.
Ah… Bought a new Nike backpack as well. Its BRIGHT pink, almost fluorescent pink, but Nike is a sports label, so its good! Ah, I’m just kinda tired and I honestly feel like sleeping for a 100 years and having someone kiss me awake. Mmmm